moonday

it's been a loong day
at least the moon is on her way

oxygen and timelessness

On friday i ended a 5 day fast. it was a new experience for me and very worthwhile. although i'm a bit sick of tea at the moment,) i quote from a letter i wrote to a friend:

"it's teaching me a lot about my body and mind. paradoxically i've realised that life is not about 'not doing' or doing things but about if you can stay aware of 'your' deeper Self through everything. food is a very wonderful thing(even a can of beans sounds mouthwatering at this moment:), as is not eating. i'm beginning to see what matters most is that you are present in every moment and that 'things' are not controlling you but you are living, playing them. to live pain, eating, abstinence, sex, anger, wonder, in love, ect. but through it all not too forget that we are not these things. they are an evolutionary play of the absolute spirit... who we
are. do i make sense?:) i really like this view of things. for it doesn't take away
paul or you or pain or happiness or the past or future but just places them in perspective."

spiral

this week has been both ordinary and amazing. i am at Jan and Alexandra's place at the moment and learning something new every day. i feel the time is coming near to shift up an energy level. i mean to make those colors a bit brighter,)
i'll write more later. i've enabled comments now so hopefully anyone can add their thoughts.