murakami

If you don't want to spend time in an insane asylum, you have to open up a little more and let yourself go with life's natural flow.

...sometimes I have the need for human warmth...Sometimes, if I can't feel something like the warmth of a woman's skin, I get so lonely I can't stand it.

gaint little steps

zurich newsflash...Finn walks:)

snow

yesterday it realy snowed for the first time. a beautiful maelstrom of white water, chased around in all directions by the wind, greeted me as i looked out of the hairdresser's big windows. Also had great homemade pizza at Nicole and saw Diários de Motocicleta about Che and alberto's journey through s-america. Today i found a room at last. haleluja.

winter's welcome

Winter has reached her icy hand into our foothills. Yesterday we walked with our hands frozen through the wondercoloured rigiblick forest and every once in a while sneeufli's welcomed winter's exit from the church of last year. Tonight i can even see the stars the sky is so clear.

nicodemus

This weekend it was an honour to meet and be taught kriya yoga by the wise and radiating figure of Paramahamsa Prajnanananda. I also learnt some things about myself from others. So the search for power,peace, clarity, love continues.

joy

last night my friend Karl came to me in a dream. It was an extraordinary dream. He was there with 2 people, a big tall and stern judge and his daughter(whom i know). I greeted them all and he started asking me what i am doing now. I answered with the usual details. Then we embraced. I have seldom felt some much love. We ended up falling backwards, rolling over a table and finally onto the ground embracing with joy. Typically me i thought if this is 'allowed' between men. But there was nothing sexual i could feel. Just a huge amount of love and oneness.

I got a nice book as a present about the life of the indian sage Paramahansa Yogananda and reading this has made my being a bit more open, perhaps to far away friends as well.