joy

last night my friend Karl came to me in a dream. It was an extraordinary dream. He was there with 2 people, a big tall and stern judge and his daughter(whom i know). I greeted them all and he started asking me what i am doing now. I answered with the usual details. Then we embraced. I have seldom felt some much love. We ended up falling backwards, rolling over a table and finally onto the ground embracing with joy. Typically me i thought if this is 'allowed' between men. But there was nothing sexual i could feel. Just a huge amount of love and oneness.

I got a nice book as a present about the life of the indian sage Paramahansa Yogananda and reading this has made my being a bit more open, perhaps to far away friends as well.