a heavy heart

l i f e, love, pain, a funeral, 
a purple flower
to try and catch them in my big net
 of why
haha
 ha ha haha
 haha ha ha
 ha ha ha heee hooo
(i suddenly laugh 
                  at my 
I NNO CENT Mission)
                        It is!!
                                 im- 
possible?
         but
 trying
 is a WaY
of lOvE
& these words:
play, 
eternal 
        y
         a
         pl
        ay
ee.
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today i was
a poor lover
a sad child
a wonderfilled fiend
tonight
the snow falls heavy.
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