I'm back in more ways than 1 :) First of all thanks Vica for your nice words(c nov 11 post). I guess faith in life and ourselves makes everything so much brighter and nicer :)
I had 2 interesting insights the last 2 weeks. Both are well 'known', but i felt them i little closer to my own bones.
One. Good and evil are two masks, two siblings who sometimes disown each other. They may be quite different at times but they both belong to a bigger mother wholon. Even though the fashion is to be 'good' these days the higher value is just to BE ... well! - Nietsche's beyong good and evil me thinks.
Two. The other night i saw my anima. Amazing that she is such a driving force in me and yet i barely notice or know her. And the more i do not, the more she acts without my 'guidance'. I 'saw' her in a dream state. This woman that 'i' believe to be the perfect match for the man in me. And i had a thought. For a woman to enter into my life, this Anima of mine has a bigger say than 'i'. My partner and my anima must get along and respect each other unless i want a catfight ;) The same goes for a woman. Her animus must accept the man she is with. I know this all sounds far out, but go to that deep place were all your inborn and learnt desires and expectations about a partner sits, and you will find her or him there. Very much alive and with significant power. The less conscious you are of her the more power she has. Do you see my dear ...
5 comments:
good 2 c u back. i allready thought u got seriously lost somewhere in the wilderness ;)
j.
good 2 c u back. i allready thought u got seriously lost somewhere in the wilderness ;)
j.
Hello Ran.
You are right about faith in life. There is lack of it and we feel great when we reach it.
Do you know, all your words are coming like you have been thinking year about every of it?
May be it is so because all things are complicated just for me.
Sometimes I like to read your site because all said in it is very deep. Not just some words we used to find without meaning.
You know, i was taken small role in Lover (Anno’s movie). And still this film makes me cry at the end. It was nice to find it in your list.
Anyway, always it is nice to meet your site to have fresh air.
And you are right Good and evil are two masks. Just sometimes we understand the real meaning too late.
Vica
Hello Ran.
You are right about faith in life. There is lack of it and we feel great when we reach it.
Do you know, all your words are coming like you have been thinking year about every of it?
May be it is so because all things are complicated just for me.
Sometimes I like to read your site because all said in it is very deep. Not just some words we used to find without meaning.
You know, i was taken small role in Lover (Anno’s movie). And still this film makes me cry at the end. It was nice to find it in your list.
Anyway, always it is nice to meet your site to have fresh air.
And you are right Good and evil are two masks. Just sometimes we understand the real meaning too late.
Vica
Hi Vica
Yeah i tend to think too much and long ;) However saying that i dearly yearn for and value deep talks. The best ones, but oh so rare, are those where i/we can go into new 'territory'; creative synergy; idea-music jamming :).
I've watched the lover a few times. The images, slow erotic undercurrent, and melancholy i find delicious. Me and my friend J(from 1st comment) once attemted to make a list of erotic movies, but we didn't get far. It is even more difficult than making a good comedy i think.
It is nice to know that you sometimes drop by to my word-island floating in this giant ocean ;) luckily the universe is built on a force called 'chance':) I hope i learn more about you before the wind carries you away ;)
rp
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