Techniques

I read a good article on astral projection by Robert Bruce. i made a quick attemp to project this afternoon. i achieve relaxation but get no further. i actually fell asleep after a while and woke up remembering only the last sentence of a dream scene. I once long ago got to the vibrational stage but got scared and that was that. I wish i could make some progress. I am past the stage of doubting it is possible, i just need more disciplined practice.

Even though i unstand little about woman, i have the following belief. if a woman falls in love with you, it doesn't matter if she is currently in a hurricane, exiting from a ten year relationship, or in fact still in a relationship. On the other hand if she is not really enthusiastic then all the above will be used as valid excuses for not wanting a relationship right now. Maybe this rule will vary with people and circumstances. i am a bit too sensitive about excuses.

Suicide may be selfish, impractical and resolve nothing, but i also admire someone for having the guts to do it. Perhaps i'm also talking it good because society has such a phobia about it. Why should it be - many people kill themselves with drugs, obesity, dullness, work, anger, wars, etc. the list is endless, but as usual these mediocre suicides are seen as permissible. You can drink yourself to death but god help us if you are caught with marijuana.